Saddest day of my life.
The Saddest Day of Life
Today, October 13 2006, my daughter Brittany passed away from heart failure. She was 17. I mourn for her, yet I know she is now with God and is healthy. No more seizures. No more pain. No more sadness. How wonderful it must be to be in the presence of God and see the beauty of life with no bad.
I’m am very sad. The reason I live is now gone. I feel as if I have lost my identity. I haven’t felt this much pain since my mom died 18 years ago. Now I have buried my mother, my grandmother and now my daughter. God this sucks! It is everything I can do to breathe.
Leaving her a the hospital was the worst. Even though I know she is in heaven with God. The mother in me didn’t want to leave her.
Please keep me and my family in your thoughts and prayers.
Malissa
I will. And I still, after the gap of comments i stated, am sorrow filled and depressed by your stories. As well as concerned. Ill explain this later on. I promise. May God Bless You, Sister and Friend. Know that I care about you and am here for you.
~Tristan
Thank you Tristan!
What I meant by concerned is that you have been thrown into the endless pitof despair and anguish. It isn’t good. Nor is it healthy. But the part I consider worry-ful is that this has gone on so long. I am worried you are not seeing the full picture to life. I have a page on my blog that would help with this, but I will summerize it for you:
Life is lived once and only once. Every world has its end. Planet wise or Humanly. It is not what comes, for the future is always changing. It is not what was, for the past is in stone. Regardless of how badly we wish it would change. But the present is being lived, and becomes a part of both the future and past. What you did or will do does not matter. It is what you are doing.
I ask a favor from you. I hope you can fulfill it:
Live life full on. Though it is OK to miss a loved one, it is just as good to live life and let them watch you from their home with God. I am here for you always. I promise.
May God Bless You And Your Daughter, Mother, and Grandmother.
~Tristan
I know…and I will…
God bless,
Michael
Blessings to you and all who miss your daughter.
Thank you!